Simple question, do you ever think of me? Now that you have her, I bet I never cross your mind. I used to be in your head when you fell asleep, I used to pop up when you would close your eyes.
I used to have you telling me how beautiful I am. Do you whisper that same stuff to her? Does she know your deepest secrets like I do? Can she touch your heart like I did?
When you sleep with her, do you think of me? When you kiss, do you get the same butterflies I gave you?
I’m sorry for not being there when you wanted me, when you needed me to want you back. I was growing up, I had to do that. I still have growing up to do, but I want you in my life as I do it. I told you about that plane ticket…I wish I went through with it. Every night I’m haunted with dreams of you.
I hope she makes you happy, but I know I could always make you happier. Every day I check my email and hope I get something from you. Nathan, please email me. I can’t reach out to you, I need you to reach out to me.
I love you. You know I do, you know I always will. I need you.
Forever your Bunny.