• Do you think of me?

    by  • February 24, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Love - Pure and Simple • 1 Comment

    Simple question, do you ever think of me? Now that you have her, I bet I never cross your mind. I used to be in your head when you fell asleep, I used to pop up when you would close your eyes.
    I used to have you telling me how beautiful I am. Do you whisper that same stuff to her? Does she know your deepest secrets like I do? Can she touch your heart like I did?
    When you sleep with her, do you think of me? When you kiss, do you get the same butterflies I gave you?

    I’m sorry for not being there when you wanted me, when you needed me to want you back. I was growing up, I had to do that. I still have growing up to do, but I want you in my life as I do it. I told you about that plane ticket…I wish I went through with it. Every night I’m haunted with dreams of you.

    I hope she makes you happy, but I know I could always make you happier. Every day I check my email and hope I get something from you. Nathan, please email me. I can’t reach out to you, I need you to reach out to me.

    I love you. You know I do, you know I always will. I need you.
    Forever your Bunny.

    One Response to Do you think of me?

    1. DC
      February 24, 2012 at 12:01 pm

      “Are you thinking of me when you fuck her?” – Alanis Morrisette.

      Sorry, the song popped into my head.

      I’m sorry you’re having regrets over your decision. Do you think it’s too late to fix it? Get on the plane you mentioned and go to him? That’s the thing about regrets: if they ARE fixable, we will kick ourselves if we don’t make the effort. Then we regret not fixing the regret.

      But there are no easy answers, my friend, only easy questions.

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