I want to tell you how lonely I am and how much I wonder if I will ever find someone to spend my life with.
The fact of the matter is that I am a girl that knows what she wants and I fear I will never find it.
I’m not gay.
I am very much straight.
I love men for all that they are.
But I want a transgender man to spend my days with.
How can I tell you this?
I still don’t know. And neither will you because you will never read this.