I’m writting this before you leave because I don’t know if I’ll be able to say any of this to you when that time comes. I have never met anyone like you. When I’m with you I don’t want to leave because that is when I am the best version of myself. Somehow we found each other and decided to see what happens even though we only have three months together before you move thousands of miles away.
We are from opposite ends of the country. You have traveled all over the world and lived in three different states. I have never lived anywhere but the city and neighborhood I was born in. You do what you want regardless of anyone else’s opinion. Most of the time I don’t even know what I want. You love animals and don’t eat meat. I can’t stand them and love fast food.
But when we’re together we can’t learn enough about each other. We talk about our childhoods, religious beliefs, dreams, and goals. Basically everything except how we really feel about each other and what we want when it’s time to say goodbye…Or if we even have to say goodbye.
You didn’t want to start whatever we have because you thought it would be too hard to say goodbye. I told you I would rather see what happens than regret never knowing what we could’ve been.
The only regret I will have is not telling you that somehow I ended up falling in love with you. And I will never know if you fell in love with me too.
I don’t want to make you stay, I don’t want to hold you back from living a lifestyle that not only makes you happy but is a part of what makes you who you are.
I believe in fate. I believe you were brought into my life and heart for a reason.
No matter what happens, if we never see or talk to each other again when you leave, my only hope is you don’t forget me, because I will never forget you.