I know you remember when we met. I do not see how anyone could forget it. It was epic and belongs in a movie. A true story of love at first sight.
I have had my share of crushes and loves, but never anything like this before. I have never felt such an instant connection to a complete stranger before.
We talk, we text, we flirt, we are perfect! I miss you when you are not here. I think about you every second of the day. My God I wish I could get you out of my head.
You are so perfect. I can not find one flaw that needs to be fixed. You are kind and respectful. So supportive of my crazy ways. Exactly the same as me. I can talk to you for hours and never get bored. I appreciate your opinions just the same as you appreciate mine. The level of respect that you treat me with is beyond anything I have ever experienced before. I love everything about you. I wish I could tell you that.
But I live here and you live there. I have commitments I can not break. I have to finish my goals, I can not walk away from them. You have just as strong commitments. We are hundreds of miles apart except for the few select weekends we get together.
So you tell me, what are we doing? Where are we going? What is it that you want?
Please tell me I have not become just a fling for when you come home. Please tell me I mean more to you than that. Please tell me you love me, it will be okay, and in a few years when we both get to where we are going we will be together. Please tell me that you are not just acting and you feel something for me too.
I do not want to wait a few years for our lives to settle down so we can be together. I want to be with you now. It would take everything ounce of strength I have in my body to tell you ‘no’ if you asked me to come with you. I would follow you anywhere. That scares me. I am not one to give up my dreams and goals for anyone else. Especially when you are already so supportive of what I am doing. But in your arms, I am at home. I now understand when people say “Home is wherever I am with you.”
I do not know what to do from here. I don’t have the nerve to ask you what we are doing. Can’t you just tell me! Just tell me you love me!
I am at a loss for words. With all these scary feelings and thoughts in my head, I still smile when I think about you.
Please just tell me, tell me I am right about us. Please tell me we are going to be together! Put me out of my misery. Just tell me so I can get on the path to recovery or the path of counting down the days until we are together! Please do not leave me hanging!
I feel so strongly for you, to the point to where you have made me a believer in true love at first sight. I wish I was better with my words, more romantic or poetic, but you know me, plain and simple.
I love you. Wow. Never thought I would be saying those words again.