• Last Night

    by  • February 21, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 1 Comment

    Last night you said we should just be friends. You had only one good reason. Other than that, you said I deserve someone better; I deserve someone with a perfect past and no mistakes like me. You don’t know me well enough to know if I have made mistakes or not but you’ve made a decision for the both of us, affecting the future.

    I unfortunately allowed myself to fall head over heels for you so now I’m feeling broken. It didn’t help that when I went to bed I dreamed of me and you, the way we were before you said the dreaded friends phrase.

    I’ve been with others longer than I was with you and been told what you told me but it’s never felt like this. I don’t have the resilience with this failed relationship that I normally do. The thought of seeing you even in my dreams causes my stomach to churn in the most unpleasant manner.

    On the bright side, you were right. I do deserve better. Not because you weren’t everything I wanted but because you couldn’t see how amazing you are. I deserve someone who knows it. I deserve someone who won’t make the decision for me on what is good enough.

    So thanks for the best week and the worst night.

    One Response to Last Night

    1. Eliza
      February 21, 2012 at 10:49 am

      It will get better. It always gets better.

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