• Kiss my Shy away…!

    by  • February 21, 2012 • To You • 2 Comments

    Before I kissed you…
    I thought your beard would get in the way.
    I thought you would taste like an ashtray.
    I thought I would be scared of your tongue.
    I thought this would be a one-time thing.
    But above all, I thought you would pull back,
    and tell me what an awful kisser I am.

    But now, since I’ve kissed you…
    I know I love your beard, it’s so fucking sexy.
    I know you taste wonderful, even right after a smoke.
    I know it turns both of us on when I suck on your tongue.
    I know neither of us can get enough of this.
    But what surprises me most, what really gets me,
    is that you want to kiss me.

    2 Responses to Kiss my Shy away…!

    1. larry
      February 21, 2012 at 7:31 am

      Damn, what are you a fucking ashtray?

    2. Shy Girl
      February 21, 2012 at 6:45 pm

      ‘Scuse me?

      The reference was, of course: Kissing a smoker is like licking an ashtray.
      Or at least, that’s what I’ve always heard.

      Backstory to the letter:
      My ex of three years- my only ex- tore me down. He never really kissed me, because I was so “awful” at it that *one time* we tried. I was just shy, so scared to do something wrong, that I didn’t even try.

      This guy, the one I wrote this about… he’s the only other guy I’ve been with. It took over an hour for him to get that first kiss out of me… but after only a few days, I feel like my wall is crumbling. He’s scaring my shy away, one kiss at a time.
      I’m learning so many new things about myself with him. I love beards and chest hair, and I love the taste of smoke when it’s mixed with him. I love kissing, and I learned that I giggle too much when I’m really happy. Above all, I learned that I don’t need to be shy.

      That was a lot to get out of a little letter, but that’s what went into it…

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