• Is It Really Love?

    by  • February 21, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Doubt • 2 Comments

    You say you love me but lately I just can’t bring myself to believe it. I feel like I am giving everything in to this relationship and getting next to nothing in return.
    You say you love me and that I am your soul mate but you are never there for me when I need you, you think you understand me when you still have absolutely no clue, you never start the conversation and if you do I have to wait a week for you to contact me first.
    I am trying my best to keep this relationship going and maybe it is just the distance but I don’t know how much longer I can make it last.
    Occasionally you tell me something like “I miss you babe and soon I will be coming down so we can be together again” but still nothing has happened and I am starting to get annoyed of waiting around and stressing myself out.
    You don’t realise how much you are actually hurting me and you never will because I will never tell you, I close off from you, I tell you I am fine even when I am not, I will try and portray you in a good light even if what I am saying isn’t necessarily true, if you apologise I will say its ok even if it really isn’t, I will do anything I can to hide the fact that I have been crying and day by day I try to take life as it comes and face it alone. That is just the type of girl I am but I just wish you were the type of guy who would put in the effort and love me.
    Or at least treat me better then you do because I am sick of chasing you and if you carry on then pretty soon I think I will just have to let go and move on

    2 Responses to Is It Really Love?

    1. ariel
      February 21, 2012 at 9:33 pm

      is it really love?
      i too ask this so many times..
      what you wrote here is almost exactly what i’ve been wanting to tell him but couldn’t get the strength to do so for fear that he will be gone for good this time.
      i’ve been telling myself now to just let him go. i’m not happy anymore…

    2. writer
      February 22, 2012 at 10:44 am

      We have only been together 6 months and I can’t bring myself to let him go the first month was great then after that we didn’t talk as much and although we call each other almost every night I just wish he understood that although he keeps saying he never wants to hurt me, by treating me this way he is hurting me and I don’t want to tell him encase I upset or hurt him

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