I’m sorry for what I’m about to do to you.
But I can’t do this anymore.
It’s too hard.
Please just know that this isn’t for forever.
It’s for now.
And that’s the only thing that’s going to keep me sane.
The only thing that’s going to get me through this.
The notion that one day, someday, we will be together.
Just not right now.
Not for a long time.
I love you.
But you have to do me a huge favor.