I was a pushover today. I forgot all the emotional abuse, the lies, the manipulation while picking up my stuff. You kissed me and suddenly I forgot everything. Words came out of my mouth and my brain became hazy. I couldn’t remember a thing. I felt cloudy…like rain and the smell of dew mixed together.
You tripped me up. My thoughts were clouded all the way home. Until I finally touched back down to Earth. Reality hit hard and I finally came to the conclusion that you are never going to change. For one moment in time I was the pushover and you…you were my Never-Happily-Ever-After.