You make me crazy. I’ll never understand why I love you. Why I still love you. After everything. I want to hate you so badly, God, I wish I could. I know I probably should. But I’ll never hate you, no matter what you do or how bad you hurt me. Though I’ve screamed and cried those words several times, it’s just not in me to actually feel that way. You have all control over me. I gave you power over my emotions years ago. You own me, completely and wholly. And I’ll never understand why. You turned my whole world around, and I kinda like it. I’m such a fool for you. I’m addicted. You’ve got a tight grip on me, I’m suffocating and I dont want anything else. You’ve broken me almost beyond repair. You ripped my soul right out of me. I am just here. Just a shell of a being. Walking around with no purpose at all other than to be yours. It’s sick, it literally makes me ill to think about you and all that you have taken from me. I’m stuck. I’m having a hard time getting back to myself. The real me. The girl I was before you walked into my life and changed everything. I was just starting to be okay again then you pulled me back in. I love you. I wish you’d never think of me, I honestly believe that would be best. I love you, I cant do this. I love you and I hate myself for that.