• I´d never thought it would be like this

    by  • February 19, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Breaking Up • 0 Comments

    I can’t believe this is the end of us, the end of what we were. I thought you really cared for me, you really loved me.

    I gave you my heart, my soul, even my body, I was someone before you, and now I’m someone else. I thought that what you said to me was true, that you risked so much that it was because you wanted to make it work, but you didn’t, you made me believe you did, you made me believe that I meant everything to you, but no, it wasn’t like that at all.

    You came, you had me and then you left me. Yes, you had the girl that everybody wants, you had me, and that was enough, you proved you could make me love you and then you left me. Now, I’m standing right here, where everything begun, and I can tell you, that because of you, I’m too afraid to love again, to feel again, I’m afraid of people like you.

    You disappointed me, in the whole world, you were the one that has disappointed me the most, you ended up being how I never thought you’d be, I used to think of you as someone that would never, ever hurt me.

    And the worst part it’s that I try to hate you, but I just can’t, it doesn’t matter how hard I try, I love you, I can’t forget you, I can’t get over you, and if I could go back in time to the 7th of july in 2011, I would do everything all over again.

    Sincerely me.

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