• my 17 birthday

    by  • February 18, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Loneliness • 2 Comments

    will, tomorrow is my birthday and um so angry because every thing is ruined .. um not doing good with studying..mam and had a fight and they do not talk to each other ..mam is angry on me with no reason.. um lonely and i have no one to talk to .. there is only 100 from now till my final exams .. um finishing high school!! and um not ready at all.. i can’t focus on any thing .. i really really wanna kill myself .. um so sad and angry .
    God !! why you do this to me .. no one wants to know me .. no one wants to be my friend .. no one even notice when um gone.. no one ever calls .. um useless..

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    2 Responses to my 17 birthday

    1. friend
      February 18, 2012 at 4:43 pm

      dude, hi.
      i don’t know if you’ll read this, or if you’ll even care. please don’t kill yourself, you mean too much to too many people, even though sometimes it doesn’t seem that way. God is there to get you through this, all you have to do is trust him and let go of everything, all the hurt, all the pain. He wants it, He wants you.
      i want you, too…



    2. LF
      February 18, 2012 at 6:14 pm

      You are not useless. Nobody is. Not matter how bad something seems at the time it really isn’t. Things will get better and everything happens for a reason. After highschool your life will be different. It may be easier or harder but thats no reason to quit. There are people out there who love you and care about you, even if you can’t see it right now. So smile. Be happy. Live carefree. And dont stress. Live for today.




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