If you so much as saw Jaclyn one time after I asked you not to, I don’t care what I was doing you got to do it all through High School. We have nothing to work towards. That is my fear, that is what I can’t ask you to do because I’m afraid you’re going to resort back to old habits of destroying me each time you start doubting yourself and our relationship, whatever it is. You have my handwriting, why are you hiding from me? What did you do that is so bad that we can’t be fixed? You’re the only one that can help me. Here I sit.