• You.

    by  • February 16, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 1 Comment

    Hello. Why am I even doing this? I’m over you really. But then why can’t I stop thinking about you everyday? Why does everything still revolve around you? Why don’t I see how horrible you where to me. Why do i still secretly hope we will still get back together.. why do I still secretly hope you will tell me you love me again. You made me feel so special, Told me what I wanted to hear, Kissed me better and Caught me when I fell. You told me you never wanted to loose me and talked about our future like it was forever. Reminded me I was beautiful every second and held my hand all the time just because you could. You made me feel like I could trust you. You made me wake up smiling and fall asleep dreaming about you. But you broke my heart. You tore me apart and told me it was my fault. You made me cry alone at 10 o clock on the streets at night. You made me lose my closest friend, and nearly split me from my sister. You left me for her, just because you could. You watched me cry and you didn’t even care. You told me you didn’t care if we ever talked again. You kissed her in front of me and my stomach fell. You hurt me and you knew very well you where. You left me. You didn’t care. But I do. Pretending everything is okay is easy enough when I’m not around you. But now I have to see you everyday, with her, and you don’t even realize how your hurting me. I miss you. Even though I know I’m better of without you, I would do anything to change it.
    Love Me <3

    One Response to You.

    1. Looo C
      February 17, 2012 at 6:55 pm

      Such a jerk.
      You are better off without him.
      You are better, final.
      Stay strong, love !
      I know how you feel xx

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