• Archive for February 16th, 2012

    I hate you.

    by  • February 16, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Resentment • 2 Comments

    I love you. I hate you. You make me feel hopeless. You lie to me. You tell me you will change, that you will do better. That you won’t surround me with hatred. That you will become a better mother to my sister. That you will try. That you will accept my decisions. That you

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    I need answers

    by  • February 16, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Help • 3 Comments

    Ok so I know that generally people don’t respond to letters, but I need answers. So I guess you could say I’m in Love. You know what, yeah. That’s just what it is Love. I said it. And well she’s gonna leave me. Not that we’re together that way. (I wish) but I mean like

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    God and Time

    by  • February 16, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go • 2 Comments

    Only God and time have helped me to go on with my life. There were moments when I wanted to turn my back on everything, to leave it all behind; I didn’t want to go on. I prayed to God to remove the love I felt for you from my heart, to destroy it, I

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    6 months later..

    by  • February 16, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 1 Comment

    It’s still hard to believe that it’s been 6 months, half a year, since we were together and everything felt right. I look back and try to pin point what went so wrong 6 months that you felt like you had to leave. I still honestly have no idea why…and the fact that when I

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    Rose,

    by  • February 16, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    I’m so sorry for hurting you. I know the hell you’ve been through and I know it breaks your heart knowing that’s where I’m headed. I want to protect you from all the bad things and yet I am buying into them myself. Sometimes I wish I could lie to you just so I wouldn’t

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