I’m going to go out on a limb here. Even though I believe that the woman should wait until the man does something…I’m going to try and find a time to talk with you. You did invite me this weekend, so you were reaching out.
This isn’t easy for me, but we’ve got to work this out…whatever it is.
I said no to the other person who was interested, because I honestly couldn’t do it. I just couldn’t do it when I’m in love with you. I told him today.
You inviting me to come this weekend made my day. But when it didn’t work out I honestly felt like crying. Haven’t been the same all week and I miss you writing to me. Wish you would ask me again…you did once long ago…and now this time. I promise this time I really tried. The thought of talking with you and working all of this out…just wish the tickets hadn’t been sold out. I waited to invite other people and it took them a while to get a head count for me. By then it was too late.
I guess I’m writing all of this for practice. I’m not exactly sure what I’m going to say to you, but I’m going to pray about it. I want to let you know that I do care… but I don’t want to step on your toes either. I don’t want to come across as forward…and I don’t want to lose a great friend…but it’s time we worked this out.
I need closure or a beginning. Either way please don’t hold back when I talk with you. Please be honest with me…even though I know you will. Please…if you care about me the same way I care about you…please don’t hold back. Show me!