Ok so I know that generally people don’t respond to letters, but I need answers.
So I guess you could say I’m in Love. You know what, yeah. That’s just what it is Love. I said it.
And well she’s gonna leave me. Not that we’re together that way. (I wish) but I mean like leave this town/college and well I really, really don’t want her to. I know that sounds selfish, but know if she does decide to go (which at the moment seems like she will) I want her to be happy and I won’t hold her back. But at the moment all I want to do is change her mind. I want her to feel home here, to feel like there’s a reason to stay. But I don’t know what to do. Please help. She’s my everything. My home. I didn’t realize that I was living a life with something missing until the day I met her and all at once my eyes were open. And I began to truly live each day with the simple joy of knowing that there was a chance I could see her today. To be honest, I don’t want to live day knowing that there isn’t a shot of seeing her smile, or hearing her laugh. The chance she could appear or the just merely being in her presence.
Please from one broken heart screaming for help, I need answers. I’m sure there’s someone in your life that you wouldn’t want to live without or a person that you’ve lost that you’d do anything to have back.
Please, what would you do?
what go I do?