I want to tell you how I really feel about you, but I’m sick of rejection. Even if you did feel something of the same, I know nothing is gonna happen because we’re gonna be so far due to school and thats not even something I want. I just wish things were different so I could just tell you how I feel with a chance of it turning into something. In reality though I don’t think you think of me like that cause of our age difference and I don’t want to make things awkward. Even though I only see you every once in a while, that’s so much better than never seeing you at all.
I always liked the saying “live each day like your last” but I just can’t apply that here. If I knew today was my last day I’d probably call you and just tell you. But when you know there’s a future it’s just a tough risk to take.
But regardless if I tell you or not in the near future, after I’m done with college, and you’re done with grad school, and if you’re not living far away, and we’re both single, how about we go out to a nice fancy dinner?