While I write out happy and encouraging thoughts directed towards you to let you know I’m doing okay on the inside my heart is breaking. You wrote my name and longing circled all around me. It’s a great divide and you never stepped over to the other side.
So I’ll just be there for you and you for me, and all along you’ll never know my heart. I’d wait forever to hear those words. But It’s forbidden. I’m moving forward, but there isn’t a day that goes by where my heart aches, because suddenly I realized I hoped that it was you.
I wouldn’t have it any other way. The pain is wonderful just knowing the truth to myself that it was real for the first time…because I had the courage to finally do what was right this time. It really was love. I cared that much for you.
I’ll write if you still want to. I’ll be there no matter what. But I’ll never tell you….
I love you.