I didn’t realize it until recently that I have had feelings for you for quite a while. You and I have exchanged awkward hellos from the beginning. I thought we were just awkward, but now I am not so sure if it isn’t more.
I tell myself it doesn’t matter, because you’ll never feel for me that way. I don’t know how I would know, though. You said you can’t talk to girls when you like them in that way. Whatever happens, I hope we can be good friends. Maybe then we’ll both get a little courage.
I will be patient. I don’t want to rush you or myself. Take your time, perhaps we both have to grow some more before we can reach each other. God knows, and I trust His plans.