I hate how much I love you right now. I only realized how deep our relationship was once we broke up. We both made mistakes and have learned overall from the experience, that I am happy for as it was all necessary.
I can’t let go of the fact, yes FACT, that your current relationship is built entirely upon a lie.
You can call me jealous all you want, but I know for a fact that the “Conversation That Never Happened” did in fact fucking happen in October with your current boyfriend/my ex-friend.
I don’t deal well with people being rewarded for doing the wrong thing, but I have been trying SO HARD to let it go. For you, my friend.
Each time I see a picture of you 2 together it looks so foreign and alien to me because I know what he said, and how he planned to pursue you like an animal. I hope and pray that I’m wrong, and that he treats you well and loves and respects you as much as I do now
I just can’t let go of the fact that he lied to you. TO YOU. The person who I undeniably have the deepest relationship I’ve ever had with a person.
How can you forgive a friend lying to your BEST friend?
I can’t. And it actually does pain me to see your sandcastle of a relationship get washed away, because the torment it’ll bring you will only make me sad, as I just want you to be happy
I want you to be happy living in the truth, as painful as that may be for you at first.