• Archive for February 14th, 2012

    Hi, I’m Linden.

    by  • February 14, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Loneliness • 9 Comments

    And tonight I want to die. I want to tell each and every person that cares that I love them, then go to my room, lock the door, and just fade away. No worries, no cares, only me and myself being pulled into nonexistence. I could just leave everything behind. I could be weightlessly dragged

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    Mom

    by  • February 14, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Family Stuff • 0 Comments

    People always said that you and I were so much alike, that they knew exactly where I got my chip on the shoulder and why I wear my emotions on my sleeve. What people don’t know is that while we have a physical bond of similarity, the emotional bond lacks. It hurts to see you

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    I think I miss you…

    by  • February 14, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Yearning • 1 Comment

    So. I think I miss you. But I shouldn’t. I REALLY shouldn’t. I mean, you were absolutely horrible to me. You used me, lied to me, and left me. I have cried over you for nine months now, and I know that I don’t even cross your mind once a week. Everything reminds me of

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    lost…

    by  • February 14, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, God • 0 Comments

    dear anyone who will listen, I can barely let myself see what i’m doing to myself. i’m killing myself without even trying. every time i say fuck it. it stabs me in the heart cuz i kno it will hurt me even more in the end. y oh y do i do this? i kno

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    Look there

    by  • February 14, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    Today is the day of love. You bought me a birthday present and left it at my door. Thanks. This is the first time in over 8 years that I do not have a valentine…it’s weird but not the end of the world. I miss you like hell, and at times I resent you for

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    So crazy

    by  • February 14, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 0 Comments

    I think I have finally figured it out. After May 2013, I am joining the airforce. Isn’t that crazy? But I have a feeling it is what I am supposed to do. I’ve always had this distinct feeling in me that I am meant to be a leader. One time my mother told me a

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    Dear Almost Lover,

    by  • February 14, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Closure • 0 Comments

    I first would like to thank you for what you have taught me. You taught me to never get too close to someone, cause you’ll set yourself up for heart break. You taught me how to control my anger and frustration when I just wanted to scream out for everything you’ve done. You taught me

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    The End

    by  • February 14, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Closure • 1 Comment

    Whatsup, You said that so calmly today as you passed by me in the library. You knew it was Valentine’s Day, but you didn’t wish me a good one. And honestly, I didn’t want you to say anything to me. I’m done falling for you. I’ve tried so hard. I liked you for about nine

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