• Archive for February 14th, 2012

    Hi, I’m Linden.

    by  • February 14, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Loneliness • 9 Comments

    And tonight I want to die. I want to tell each and every person that cares that I love them, then go to my room, lock the door, and just fade away. No worries, no cares, only me and myself being pulled into nonexistence. I could just leave everything behind. I could be weightlessly dragged

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    by  • February 14, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Family Stuff • 0 Comments

    People always said that you and I were so much alike, that they knew exactly where I got my chip on the shoulder and why I wear my emotions on my sleeve. What people don’t know is that while we have a physical bond of similarity, the emotional bond lacks. It hurts to see you

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    I think I miss you…

    by  • February 14, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Yearning • 1 Comment

    So. I think I miss you. But I shouldn’t. I REALLY shouldn’t. I mean, you were absolutely horrible to me. You used me, lied to me, and left me. I have cried over you for nine months now, and I know that I don’t even cross your mind once a week. Everything reminds me of

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    by  • February 14, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, God • 0 Comments

    dear anyone who will listen, I can barely let myself see what i’m doing to myself. i’m killing myself without even trying. every time i say fuck it. it stabs me in the heart cuz i kno it will hurt me even more in the end. y oh y do i do this? i kno

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    Look there

    by  • February 14, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    Today is the day of love. You bought me a birthday present and left it at my door. Thanks. This is the first time in over 8 years that I do not have a valentine…it’s weird but not the end of the world. I miss you like hell, and at times I resent you for

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    So crazy

    by  • February 14, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 0 Comments

    I think I have finally figured it out. After May 2013, I am joining the airforce. Isn’t that crazy? But I have a feeling it is what I am supposed to do. I’ve always had this distinct feeling in me that I am meant to be a leader. One time my mother told me a

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