I like you. I really like you. I wish I had the courage to say that, and maybe I will sometime, probably after a few drinks. Thing is I don’t know how you feel about me, at all.. you send such mixed messages, and I’m no good at reading subtle hints at the best of times.
I know exactly what I want from us.. it’s hard to explain but I’ll do my best. I want a relationship without a label; spending time together whenever we want, the normal conventions of a relationship just relaxed, fun, not at all serious so we don’t hold each other back. I want to hang out with you and meet your family, go on weekends away with you, only friends to the public eye, but more in each others.
I want to take things really slow, I don’t want anything to be rushed because it ruins everything when you do. I want to have fun, without worrying what anyone thinks. I want company when I’m lonely, without strangling me. I want a friend who will last forever, and a love that will last for as long as it is right.
We wouldn’t last forever, not as this ideal of an unconventional couple which I have in my mind. but wouldn’t it be wonderful, while it lasted?
Wouldn’t that be wonderful?