I feel creepy thinking this, telling you this. I would be creeped out if I were you. But the truth is i like you. a lot. Even when i met you almost a year ago i walked away telling my friend how cute you were.
Then we started our class together it never really stuck, i never realized it was you! Then at the concert, you were playing drums. That’s about when i started thinking about you. In the middle of the concert i muttered to myself “damn he is so hot when he plays drums”. I went to class the next day hoping it all came together for you too. it didn’t. But how would you realize the girl watching you 20 rows back. Damn i feel creepy. All you wanted was the place i was sitting, next to your friend. I let you have it.
I have looked on your facebook, and you keep saying cute awesome stuff other guys wouldn’t. “I have to say i haven’t stopped thinking of you since i woke up” you tweet things like “all i want to do right now is cuddle” i just think of that and i get butterflies in my stomach. This wasn’t meant towards me but i wish it was. But then you go off and say things about drugs and i hate it, i want to think that you don’t but i think you do. please don’t.
Well, I guess the fact you have looked at me twice might mean nothing but i hope it does. I think you look at me more but my mind is probably just imagining it. That makes me think you like me but you hang out with other people. Not my group “higher up on the social ladder” then me. I don’t what to think. I just want to know if you like me and i would hope that you do. I don’t talk much in class but you just need to get to know me.
This sounds creepy but all i want you to know is that i really really like you and i think your really awesome and sweet and cute and awesome. i might just want someone to love me and care about me but i if so i really want that someone to be you. I feel like an idiot but i dont know what to do. i really do, feel like an idiot. ill probably get my heartbroken, again.
i want to hold your hand and waste friday nights with you.