First off, I know you have a girlfriend and I respect that. But there is just something I have to get off my chest, because I can no longer hold it in.
I love you.
I know you are going to object, and say I am out of line. Even so, just stop for a second and think about it. You’ve known all along haven’t you? Just too afraid to look the situation in the eye, and therefore just played along because it was the easier thing to do.
You mean the world to me.
Every text message from you lights up my day a little more than usual, brings a smile to my face, and sends butterflies to my stomach. Hanging out with you makes me feel like I am the most important girl in the universe. Whether it’s just watching a movie, you helping me with my homework, or just talking about how our day was… and guess what. It’s always the best when you are around, whether I like to admit it or not.
Who is the first person I want to call when my day has been terrible, and cry worthy?
Who is the first person I want to talk to when I have good news to share?
I have a secret, and who is the only person I’ll share it with?
Don’t act dumb and say you don’t feel the connection. No one cuddles with a girl who isn’t their girlfriend unless they feel something there. Sends them hearts, calls them babe, and tells them that they want to move in with you.
Do you even care about me? Or do you say and do these things because you think its the only way to keep me around?
I am asking you to think about it, and ask yourself what you are trying to say or do. Either way. It’s your girlfriend or me. I hope its me. I always have. But I need to know, because I can’t watch you two together, and keep hoping it’ll soon be me.
Lots of love,
Your best friend <3