• Here we go again…

    by  • February 9, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Relief • 0 Comments

    So… Looks as though it’s happening again. I didn’t see this coming at all, it was completely out of my mind for quite some time… until today. it just hit me out of nowhere and all the things leading to this realization suddenly became crystal clear- hindsight is 20/20. To be honest I’m sort of starting to embrace it… huh?? …I know I shouldn’t, and of course anything that I would follow that sentence with would be, in reality, the truth that is undeniably valid on a different level, but in the end doesn’t make it any more acceptable, and that’s why taking the time to say those things is a waste of words- because all that it comes off as is poor, over used, unoriginal excuses. A dime a dozen. It’s easier to just keep this one to myself. It’s something that I can’t see sharing because it’s just better off that way, and I know that it comes with its downfalls… but so does everything. I hadn’t felt this feeling for over a year, and I forgot what I was missing out on. It’s something that I just realized I’ve been trying to find for so long, but I couldn’t trace my steps back to something I couldn’t come to recognize. THIS. This is what it was, It’s what I’ve needed… and it’s what I want.

    Here we go again…

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