• To You All the Way Out There:

    by  • February 8, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Interested? • 1 Comment

    This is the part where I can’t help but wonder why you’d ever question whether or not I care about us, about rou. I know the difference between right and wrong and stand facing a view right now that makes me quake. Never though will my feet leave the road to reconciliation. Abandoning that pavement is not an option for me. Road hazards aside, i’d be lying if I denied being in love with you. I am tired of being rejected by you. I NEVER tire of talking to you and if i had a bank account for it, it’d always need more. If you had ANY idea what it did to me those precious few times I can remember it happening to hear you say certain words while holding me close, being just near or looking (down, for example) at me. Without recognition of how we truly feel, Im even more anxious about this and fear a tricky situation will turn disastrous. I vowed that off in my life. I’m tired of seeing you in pain. I don’t want to make wrong decisions. I NEVER feel awkward talking to you but have come to terms with the fact that I am powerless to make it happen. If you are waiting for the find the drive to show me, then maybe that’s the problem. Decide which actions you will change first, THEN JUST DO IT. The ‘drive’? Or the ‘feeling’? That won’t come until you are doing it for awhile. Once you decide what changes you must make, it’s best to NOT think about because if you felt like you wanted to then you’d already have done it. Fake it ’til you make it. I don’t want you to slip away from me! Please dont!

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    One Response to To You All the Way Out There:

    1. Ash
      February 14, 2012 at 2:35 pm

      Love is heartbreaking… it really is sometimes…



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