• To You

    by  • February 8, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Closure • 3 Comments

    In the beginning, I saw this situation as one way but opened my mind to consider another…because you asked me to. I see now that I’m back to my dreaded initial reaction knowing that if you can’t call me on the phone and talk to me in a room face to face about our situation and this, then I can’t do this AND you must let me go. Completely. I HAVE NO CHOICE. You are too important to me. Due to circumstances surrounding our lack of direct communication, there is no way I can do this. It’s too risky. How can I do this? How can you do this? I thought you considered the future a possibility with me? If I stay here and do this, I am guaranteed to have no future with you. I will not knowingly contribute to your life in a negative manner. I can’t.

    You are INCREDIBLY special to me. I’ve never met anyone like you. You know that i’ve struggled greatly with what to do with my feelings for you but will find a way to work through them somehow.

    I love you

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    3 Responses to To You

    1. A friend
      February 9, 2012 at 2:07 am

      I cried and I cried when I read this…


    2. author
      February 9, 2012 at 3:06 pm

      Thanks. No need to shed any more tears though. realized today that i never had a chance anyway. He never had any intention of letting me in due the circumstances, cant blame. Doesn’t take a genius to figure what that means


    3. A friend
      February 9, 2012 at 9:21 pm

      Sorry about being so emotional. I’m not normally like that, but this one got to me. Had a lot on my mind lately. Sincerely wish you the best in everything. This was a lovely letter.



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