In the beginning, I saw this situation as one way but opened my mind to consider another…because you asked me to. I see now that I’m back to my dreaded initial reaction knowing that if you can’t call me on the phone and talk to me in a room face to face about our situation and this, then I can’t do this AND you must let me go. Completely. I HAVE NO CHOICE. You are too important to me. Due to circumstances surrounding our lack of direct communication, there is no way I can do this. It’s too risky. How can I do this? How can you do this? I thought you considered the future a possibility with me? If I stay here and do this, I am guaranteed to have no future with you. I will not knowingly contribute to your life in a negative manner. I can’t.
You are INCREDIBLY special to me. I’ve never met anyone like you. You know that i’ve struggled greatly with what to do with my feelings for you but will find a way to work through them somehow.
I love you