I poured out my heart for you and you heard every word it had to say. Every emotion laced with passion made some sort of impact on you; the extent of which is hidden from me. You wanted to know my intentions and I laid it out for you in the clearest of terms. And you have disappeared since without a word or even a hint as to what was going through that mind of yours. You have left me confused, wondering what in the world happened. You appear out of nowhere and disappear just as quickly, and I’m supposed to just accept that and move on as if nothing took place?
“I love you, too. Very much.” These are your words to me; the ones I can’t stop analyzing and being confused over. For now, I hold out the hope that they mean what I want them to mean. I hope that you are merely using this time to think things through and provide me with an answer on your watch instead of running as far away from me as possible. These past thirteen months haven’t been the greatest for us, but our future could be amazing.
Either way, I hope you know I continue to pray for you girl. And despite all that’s happened between us, I still believe in you.