I have never told anybody anything personal. I never tell people what I really think. My personality is the opposite of what everyone thinks. My smiles are to hide my frowns. My laughter is to hide my sorrow. Everything is building up. I don’t know what to do.. I am confused and scared. I use to just think about everything and find solutions on my own, but i am not sure i can do this anymore. I can’t trust anybody. I wish I could but I can not. Not even my own family. I feel guilty sometimes but it’s true. Sometimes I think I might actually be insane..