• Dear Heart…

    by  • February 7, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Hope • 5 Comments

    I will remain calm and try to think reasonably, even though it couldn’t be possible that he actually read my letter and responded to it on here right after I wrote my letter. THAT letter could be from anybody really.

    It’s okay to admit that it sent my heart pounding
    It’s okay to admit that it made me long to hear those words
    It’s okay to admit my mouth dropped open
    It’s okay to admit that I wanted it to be him

    It is not okay to think that it is him until he actually says that it is him
    It is not okay to let your heart run wild with thoughts that may not even pertain to you
    It’s not okay to let your imagination work into overdrive

    It is okay to think reasonably, finally
    It is okay to hope that things will work themselves out
    It is okay to let your letter fly into the wind hoping that somehow it would reach him

    It is okay to remain calm until actions are proven otherwise

    But until then my heart will still be pounding
    But until then my heart will still be longing
    But until then my mouth will still be hanging open
    But until then my heart will still be hoping…

    I’ll still be hoping to hear more
    Maybe I won’t find him exactly
    But maybe it will be on here
    What I need to find within myself…


    5 Responses to Dear Heart…

    1. That guy
      February 7, 2012 at 6:42 pm

      I’m in the same boat. I wrote a letter here a few days ago and ALL the evidence points to her being the one commenting, except she never said it was her. So I’m left wondering and confused because she hasn’t commented again… But I know exactly how you feel.

    2. —A
      February 7, 2012 at 8:25 pm

      @ That guy

      I’m so glad to hear that I’m not the only one and I feel your pain. This is the only time I wish that it wasn’t just an anonymous site, because I would really like to know if it was him. I wish you to find out too.

      I hope she responds again soon to your letter and leaves some type of name or something to let you know that it is her. I guess I should have signed my name completely down at the bottom of my letter. The weird thing is that I wrote my letter today and not to long later I got a response that blew my socks off. Like your story, ALL evidence pointed to him being the one. I’m hoping to hear more too. This time I hope they use their full initials or name or something, because I really want it to be true.

      Wishing you the best!

    3. That guy
      February 7, 2012 at 10:32 pm

      I totally know what you mean and I sincerely hope you find out too. My first reaction was shock because I didnt know she was even aware of this site, let alone able to find one of my letters. But then she disappeared before I could confirm her identity.

      I’m with you in the wanting it to be true department. And I sincerely hope that it is in your case. I wish you the best as well!! God bless!


    4. R.D.
      February 8, 2012 at 7:49 am

      Dear A…

      I do not want to disappoint you. I really hope and wish that you find the person you love. It was I who wrote that letter. I hope this gives you some relife. Have a happy day!

    5. —A
      February 8, 2012 at 4:17 pm

      R.D. Thanks for clearing things up! I think I’ve finally thought things through and even though it wasn’t him, I’m very glad that I’ve found some closure to this just for me as I wrote some other letters later. Thank you for sharing. It’s what I needed to hear so that I could eventually figure out that I needed to do and that is to move on for real and with strength.

      Hope you have a great day too!

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