• Lonely people are always up in the middle of the night.

    by  • February 6, 2012 • Loneliness • 2 Comments

    My nights are still the same. Three years and nothing’s changed. I’m wide eyed and full of crazy talk at 5 in the morning. I can’t shut my brain off. It won’t stop. I can’t stop thinking about him. I wonder what he’s doing right now. I wonder if he’s thinking about me. I wonder if he’s safe and out of trouble. I wonder who he’s laying next to right now. Is he holding her like he used to hold me? Do they have a nightly routine like we used to? He used to kiss me on my forehead and then my nose and then my lips before falling into our usual positions before bed.
    “I love you”
    “I love you too baby”
    “Forever and ever.”

    Is that their before bed routine too?
    I’m sick.
    I’m insane.
    I’m sad.
    I’m hurting.
    I’m lonely.

    -I’m ForeverFuckedUp

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    2 Responses to Lonely people are always up in the middle of the night.

    1. a guy
      October 16, 2013 at 2:32 am

      I know how u feel…..
      Its 2:31 Am right now….
      I just want you to know, your not alone
      Atleast I am with you


    2. CUTE....I GET THE MSG '''EM " dba who
      October 16, 2013 at 8:40 pm


      Aw, hell.

      You did me a favor. I did love her though.

      So you’re complicient in this also. Hell, you knew.

      Unless this is her being mean. Did you teach her how to hack?

      I mean, certificates on her FB pictures with my name on them?
      Even variations of name as I did sent a few to another email account.

      Pretty damn clever. So Is the post (only one dredged up from a few yrs ago COINCIDENTALLY
      the same time I’m sending something similar.

      Now those ODDS must be 2 million to one.

      Hope all goes well in your marriage to D…I mean SW.
      I’m sure it will last for a year or so.

      Why am I seeing police with lights flashing. Am I psychic?

      I was about you.



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