• ‘I’ll Keep Dancing On My Own’

    by  • February 6, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, The Ex • 4 Comments

    The last 3 years of my life have been a lie. You twisted and bent me around your little finger but I don’t hate you. I want to. But can’t. After ‘us’ ended less than a month later you begin a new relationship and I find out about it on the social networks. I have so many questions. So much I want to say to you. But I won’t. I want to hate you. I really do.

    I not only lost you but I also lost my childhood naivety. It’s because of YOU. All YOU. That I can’t trust. I can’t cry over you. Tears don’t form anymore. I’m just numbed and in a bitter-sweet state of reality.

    All I have to say to you is thanks. Life lesson learnt and I really hope you get your comeuppance.

    And if this relationship fails please conveniently lose my number.

    You’re dead to me henceforth.

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    4 Responses to ‘I’ll Keep Dancing On My Own’

    1. ANEWDAY
      February 6, 2012 at 11:01 am

      Yeah, was in the same boat for a long time. Except I found out at the beginning and tried to stick it through. It’s been hard to trust again, but I’ve been finding out that there is so much to miss out on if you don’t. In time it will get better and you will learn to trust again, and I have learned that not everyone wants to harm or doesn’t like me for me. It will get better in time, but you deserve so much better. Don’t settle for less than what you deserve.

      Ash




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    2. Lizzy
      February 6, 2012 at 1:00 pm

      you should say and ask this person whatever it is that you want to. they may have answers that will ease your pain, and give you the closure you need.




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    3. ANEWDAY
      February 6, 2012 at 7:32 pm

      Yes, I agree with Lizzy. I forgot to mention that I did talk with the person that the whole situation happened with and it was a good closure for me and helped with trying to understand why.




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    4. Britney
      February 25, 2012 at 6:46 am

      Thanks for the advice guys. It’s helped. Well we spoke and he misses me and said all the usual grovel but the bottom line is he is still with her and I’m still that bit stronger.

      Thanks again.




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