I miss you SO much, you have no idea.
i wish i wasn’t so hesitant to call or text or come visit you…
for some reason i’ve been thinking of you a lot lately, maybe because i just need someone who can be there for me the way you were always there at the times i needed someone the most, when nobody else could tell i needed someone. I don’t think you realize the importance you have in my life – you are the one single person who never once made me feel as though i was being taken for granted at any point. you’re wonderful and i hope that you know it, even though you might not feel as appreciated as you deserve. that strange connection between us that i’m too afraid to think deeply about is something i’ll always be searching for in my life, though i fear i’ll never find it quite the way i had it with you.
maybe one day i’ll get that push i need to contact you and see how you’re doing.