• you were worth it

    by  • February 5, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 1 Comment

    Dear Rodrigo
    You were the best thing that happened to me. I know I have told you that before, but you don’t really know. I was pretty sad before I met you, for some reasons that you know about and some that you don’t. You were honestly a life raft in a terrible storm. I needed someone to show me how to smile again and I found you. Falling in love with you was worth the heartbreak I feel now. You were totally worth it. I miss falling asleep in your arms and waking up in them. I miss being goofy with you. We were always laughing. On one hand I’m happy we broke up only because we had to and not because we wanted to. Then again, it’s so much harder. I don’t really know how to be your friend. I know that’s what you want. I tried, you know I did, but I just don’t know how. I believe that cliché now. If you love somebody, you’ll let them go. I need to let you go. I need to let you move on. I need to let me move on. I’m sorry that I won’t pick up your calls or answer your texts. I think this is the only way. You know I would give almost anything for you to be mine again. That isn’t and option though, and neither is us being friends. I’m sorry. I love you. I’m sorry. I love you.

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    One Response to you were worth it

    1. London B.
      February 5, 2012 at 11:46 pm

      I could have written this exact letter. I SHOULD have written this letter almost 10 months ago but instead I stupidly tried the “friend” thing with my ex hoping he’d remember his love for me but instead I was his convenience when he needed help or someone to talk to. I ignored his last 2 phone calls and I havent seen or spoken to him in one month. My heart still aches and just like you, I would give anything for him to be mine again but it isn’t an option and neither is us being friends.
      We’ll make it through this. It’s good to know I’m not the only one stuck in this kind of heart-wrenching situation. It’s always nice knowing you’re not alone. Thanks. I’ll pray for our hearts to heal:-)



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