Today I realized just how alone I am, I have no one to share any of my life with. I have been struggling with finding my identity and establishing friends and now that I have created my persona and found people that care about me I find I can’t share anything important. I listen and help all that I can, I try to be the kindest person possible but in doing that a great divide has opened between me and the people I care about. It seems that kindness only ever flows in one direction, out, and no love is ever returned. I should be used to this, I have never been close to anyone, I have always been the rock, the great stone pillar that holds in place all those touching. Today I have been in pain because my very soul has a great void that can seemingly never be filled. Today I am alone. Tomorrow I will be alone. Forever I will be alone.