You’re an asshole. Plain and simple, that’s what you are. I always knew it, you never could tell the truth about a single thing. But Dee said he loved you, so I kept my mouth shut. Now, months after you broke Dee’s heart, he’s still messed up. I can not forgive you for hurting him.
I want everything in the world that I can’t have. Especially a person I only met one time and would do anything to spend more than a few minutes with. But I’m just another person who adores them. I have to get up entirely too early for school tomorrow, and the thought of it alone
Beau- I miss you SO much, you have no idea. i wish i wasn’t so hesitant to call or text or come visit you… for some reason i’ve been thinking of you a lot lately, maybe because i just need someone who can be there for me the way you were always there at the
You’re still here, you’re still important, and you’re still in my heart every single day. I love you, I miss you more than I can possibly explain through simple words. You’re my best friend, or were, I miss you, your heart, you had such a good heart, you’re the best thing that has ever happened
Currently I am listening to Almost Lover by Fine Frenzy. I think it describes my feelings. I’m sure that many have experienced this feeling. I don’t believe that love goes away. I believe that we choose to stop loving. Love is hard work. Sometimes out of fear, selfishness, and tiredness we choose to walk away.
I hope you never see this. But, nobody knows and I still cannot even write it down here. I am sorry to you, because I should have probably told you… you may have had the right to know at least. The choice was yours as much as mine, but I feared you’d tell me to