• To The “Man” Who Broke My Heart

    by  • February 4, 2012 • Lost Love • 1 Comment

    I feel so stupid, because I thought that you were the one. Ha! I’ve been pining over you for years, just hoping that you were the one for me. I “felt it was destiny”. Well destiny has just blown up in my face, and you lit the fucking match. I thought you wanted to see me, but no, you wanted to show off your new arm candy to me. I thought you were different. I thought you weren’t like all the other guys. But now I can see clearly, you are just like every other son of a bitch out there. You don’t care about me, and you play with my head on purpose, you want to make me crazy. Well congrats, you fucking succeeded. Do you want a trophy? I’ll tear my heart out myself and mount it for you. That’s what you want, isn’t it? I’m glad I had someone else there with me tonight, to confirm what I had suspected all along. You don’t love me, you’re incapable of love, all you care about is getting the guy with the hot body, who you can fuck and leave. Well I may be the only one left, but God damn it I will not compromise who I am and lower myself to your standards, just to get a date. And you know what else? I am fucking sensitive, I will not try to hide it. You may as well have torn my heart out with your own fucking hands, that’s how bad it hurts. I was so STUPID! I had played the whole thing out in my head, but shit you just fucked up my little world. You fucking piece of shit I don’t know why I am crying over you right now, you don’t deserve my fucking tears. You just had to tell me you found someone else, didn’t you? You little fuck, you just couldn’t fucking wait to shove it in my face. Like a fucking dog getting his nose rubbed in his own piss. You are just so fucking mean to me, you always have been. Thinking back on it, I see the bullshit clearly now. You always like to make me think you like me, then you disappear, and I am left to obsess over you in your absence, hoping everyday to see you, only to be tragically let down. And then when I do run into you again, the whole fucking sick cycle starts over again. I am FUCKING DONE WITH YOUR SHIT. I am not allowing you to fucking control me like this. You have ripped my heart out and you know what? I hope you do feel better about it. Because you know what? With the way you are going, fucking drinking and getting high every fucking chance you get, you’re gonna end up in fucking rehab with the psychos where you fucking belong you piece of dog shit asshole. I’m not the crazy one, oh no sir, that prize goes to your fucking ass, who just plays with me, like a puppet on a string. Well I’m severing the line right the fuck now. I’ll see you in hell you son of a bitch mother fucking ass hole piece of shit.

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    One Response to To The “Man” Who Broke My Heart

    1. J
      February 4, 2012 at 7:26 pm

      I don’t know you, but I am SO proud of you. Don’t let anyone drag you around… you’re so much better than that.

      I know you probably don’t want to hear this right now, but… He’ll learn his lesson, he’ll realize his mistake of driving you away. And you know what? You’ll find someone that doesn’t even let you *think about* losing any of yourself to make them happy.

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