• What I will never tell you

    by  • February 3, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 1 Comment

    First let me say this is not about us not working. Out of our dead relationship came a friendship that I cherish very dearly. We were not meant for forever you and I. Our hearts belonged to others but being together helped us realize where we should be. For this I am thankful.

    Unfortunately, there is a part of me that struggles. Inside I am always warring with myself . With the anger I feel towards you. Sometimes when we are around each other I feel the urge to scream at you. Just scream at the top of my lungs at you until I can’t breathe. Just scream as loud as I can “HOW DARE YOU NOT CARE THAT MY SON IS GONE….THAT OUR SON IS GONE.”

    …I struggle daily to live with this and to be a better friend than I am a person at times.

    I got through today, and tomorrow is another fight. But I will make it through it.

    I’m sorry sunshine for all the things I will never say to you.

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    One Response to What I will never tell you

    1. K.
      March 19, 2012 at 6:46 pm

      What happened to your son?




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