i love you. I’m falling in love with the thought of falling in love with you. I can’t do that again. You’re just like the rest of them. You don’t care about me. You use me when you need me and ignore my existence when you don’t. But in the back of my mind i think that maybe, just maybe you need me like i need you. I believe you can change the world. i want you to teach me not to be scared. I want you to be beside me when i face things and i promise i would hold you up when you couldn’t stand. But I’m not allowed to love you. I can’t fall in love with someone who will never feel the same. Someone who loves my best friend instead. It’s hard to think that it will never be me. I care so much and watch you not care at all. I care too easy and love too strong. One day someone will love me for that….i still kind of hope it’s you.