All my life, I have marveled at the idea of love. Of loving someone to unknown capacities, of loving someone enough to where you would literally take a bullet for them. Of loving the person that makes you love yourself.
Tomorrow, all of that just might be shattered. I am a sophomore in college, and I have had rejection, after rejection, after rejection…after rejection. All the rejection has seemed to twist my mind and warp it into ways of thinking I would never take on.
I have 2 choices: Jump headfirst into a serious relationship with the same person that cheated on me, or have a **** buddy…of whom I do not care for and he does not care for me.
I plead for someone to help me see straight. For someone to renew my faith in love and to convince me that I am beautiful, inside and out. Tomorrow marks the day I make my choice.
Help me. I don’t want to be “that” girl.