I’m sorry. But I love you. This will not change, because you saved my life and now it is yours. I was dying when you found me, screaming silently for someone to help and also to be just left alone.. I do not blame you, for over these years, losing interest… I can actually understand. I know i’m not very interesting or funny or remotely good enough to want to stay in a relationship with, which is why i thank you for still trying to be here. But, i don’t believe it… i don’t believe it anymore when you say ”I love you” I used to at one point but, after… after all the bad things that happened, i know you changed, and i changed. I stopped trusting you. I can’t trust you. But i still love you. I love you more than any other person on this Earth. Which makes me so sad and sick.. I hate that i love you.. i shouldn’t. Because even though you saved me, you’ve killed me too. You’ve destroyed the only part that was left to trust. Now i cannot trust. And i do not believe when you say… anything. I don’t believe it.. I can’t believe that you love me.