Resentment. Will it ever pass? Can I forgive you. You know- I hate you for making me have to find someone new. As exciting as the “new” may seem… I would take the “old” with you any day. Instead… you continue to choose the poison over me. Over yourself. Over our family. It. will. never. end. You say you love me. You say you know how to make me happy. Then do it. Please, do it. I love you. I always will. BUT I love me more. I love our daughter more. You can’t have this control over me. I’m officially done. There is no more going back. As scary as it is, I just can’t. I’ve lost myself within your addiction (which isn’t your fault, I should have never allowed that to happen) I need to re-discover me. Find who I am meant to be. I wish you could come along with me for the ride but I know you would just bring me down. I can’t save you anymore. I have finally realized the only person who can save you is you. Please, hold on. Dig deep. Find the man I know you can be… the one I fell madly in love with. remember, I will always love you… always and forever.