• Archive for February 1st, 2012

    crap

    by  • February 1, 2012 • Confession • 1 Comment

    Whaat? Get a tattoo? What’s next, piercings everywhere? Haha This is not me. Haha. Yeah, it’s not. I don’t know how to write. I don’t know how to confess. It’s not like this is a confession but it’s somewhat like that. Damn. I don’t know where to start. Do I even have to start? It’s

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    Still yours forever

    by  • February 1, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 4 Comments

    I wanted you back in my life so bad, so I could look into your eyes the beautiful blue eyes that swept me off my feet. I waited for almost two years just for us to be normal around each other. Just a friendship would have been enough. But I found out it’s not, whenever

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    beautiful*disaster

    by  • February 1, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Addiction • 1 Comment

    binge, purge, restrict, fast, repeat. count calories. work out. run. run. run. repeat. I wouldn’t wish this obsession on my worst enemy.I hate you… but I love you sooo much at the same time. You control me but make me think I have control over you. you’re my stress relief and cause. this is my

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    beautiful*disaster

    by  • February 1, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    Resentment. Will it ever pass? Can I forgive you. You know- I hate you for making me have to find someone new. As exciting as the “new” may seem… I would take the “old” with you any day. Instead… you continue to choose the poison over me. Over yourself. Over our family. It. will. never.

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    freedom

    by  • February 1, 2012 • Depression • 0 Comments

    Dad, After mum left you became so sad. I felt so bad for you and I wished every day for a way to make you happy. I know you tried to do things with me but I was sixteen and I didn’t want to spend time with you, I wanted to spend time with my

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