• Hey world, guess what

    by  • January 31, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 1 Comment

    Hey world, guess what?


    This is the first time I’ve admitted it to anyone. And it’s been around for years…

    Bet you didn’t see that one coming did you?

    There’s no way the happiest girl could have it. There’s no way that girl who always seems to have it under control could have it.

    And yet… it’s true.

    Sometimes, it’s the biggest battle in the world to get out of bed. It’s so hard to keep those dark thoughts in my head from controling what I do. It’s the hardest thing in the world to go through my day having to constantly tell myself “keep going, you can get through this.” I try SO HARD not to let anyone know. Seriously, I should win an academy award for the acting I’ve done on looking like I’m happy.

    I can’t tell anyone. I can’t let them know how hard things are. So many people are depressed, why would my problems be worse than someone else’s? I can’t admit to those I love that there might actually be something wrong with me.

    Some days are just really hard.

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    One Response to Hey world, guess what

    1. Poppy M.
      February 1, 2012 at 11:24 am

      You are so brave.
      I admire you.

      We all feel alone at times, and ironically, we’re together in that then. You may be suffering from depression, but I know, you have a lot of heart, courage and strength.

      You are Loved and appreciated for speaking out. For saying the things people dare not say. For being vulnerable to the world.
      You stand out and up for those with no voice.

      I admire you x

      So so much.



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