Hey world, guess what?
I HAVE DEPRESSION
This is the first time I’ve admitted it to anyone. And it’s been around for years…
Bet you didn’t see that one coming did you?
There’s no way the happiest girl could have it. There’s no way that girl who always seems to have it under control could have it.
And yet… it’s true.
Sometimes, it’s the biggest battle in the world to get out of bed. It’s so hard to keep those dark thoughts in my head from controling what I do. It’s the hardest thing in the world to go through my day having to constantly tell myself “keep going, you can get through this.” I try SO HARD not to let anyone know. Seriously, I should win an academy award for the acting I’ve done on looking like I’m happy.
I can’t tell anyone. I can’t let them know how hard things are. So many people are depressed, why would my problems be worse than someone else’s? I can’t admit to those I love that there might actually be something wrong with me.
Some days are just really hard.