• Archive for January 30th, 2012

    Dearest Maximus,

    by  • January 30, 2012 • Closure • 0 Comments

    Where do I even begin? Let me begin by saying that I’m amazed that I did not vomit today, as that was all I felt like doing. After talking to you my stomach just kept turning and turning and turning and the tears welled up and today, I ate nothing. I couldn’t, because all I

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    Sick Puppies

    by  • January 30, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 1 Comment

    -Hadn’t thought of you in so long. -Was listening to my MP3 in the car. -Fell asleep to a Sick Puppies’ song. -Dreamed of you. Now I’m listening to them… All the time. And I’ll keep listening to them until it stops reminding me of you, Wayne. Because you aren’t going to ruin that band

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    I hate this feeling…

    by  • January 30, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Moving On • 0 Comments

    Dear Mike, Love is supposed to feel good, and for the most part it does. You have made me feel incredible emotions, depths I never thought were even possible. You uncovered parts of my own soul I didn’t even know where there. I am so thankful for all of this. So thankful. However, I want

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    by  • January 30, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Resolution • 0 Comments

    I guess the irony of this is that he is a violent felon who will never see freedom again. I haven’t told anyone. Well, maybe a few people on the internet. But that’s it. I’ll never see him because he’s a sick man. And maybe he doesn’t deserve to get to talk to me, to

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