Click here for a letter.through my tears i type this.
i think something is wrong with me. i drive people away, and i don’t know why. people always leave me and i don’t know why. i’ve done nothing wrong in my life. i’m 17. i have my whole life ahead of me. i’m a junior in high school. and since 8th grade i’ve been going to counseling. i’ve been deeply depressed. and i just keep getting worse.
and ever since march i’ve been a walking ghost. and it’s because of you my little spider. you killed that spider and you killed me that night. but i forgive you. i forgive you for what you did to me, something you’ll never return. i forgive you for leaving me for her. and i forgive you for treating me like a grain of sand. i forgive you for making me feel like i was important.
and when i moved on i thought i was getting better but i’m not. i’m really really not. in fact i miss who i was before i met you so much. you took a part of me that i want back. you took my everything.
but i forgive you. and someday i hope you’ll talk to me again.
i forgive you.
i forgive you.
i
forgive
you.
I am 17 also and understand completely. You said perfectly what I’ve never been able to put into words. Thank you. I bet they’ll speak to us again. Stay strong. Good luck!
This made me so sad, to see someone so young so sad. I was 16 when my first love, my first everything died in a car accident. I though my life was over. Then a year later I met the guy of my dreams. Hes absolutely perfect, we met in junior year and now three years later we are still together. Never give up hope, theres something out there better waiting for you.
I feel you.
Except for that ‘other girl’ part
Stay strong, don’t lose hope, you have friends and family and other guys !!
You’re a lot stronger than I could ever be for forgiving him. I’ve been hurt by so many girls, and no matter how much strength I muster up, I can never get myself to forgive them. I am jealous of your strength and your forgiveness. Be proud of what you did