I hate games. Love is not a game. It’s not a gamble. It’s not something to be played around with.
When I say I love you it’s real. I’ve told you. When I say I miss you it’s real. When I say move forward I mean that.
This is not a game. It’s real.
Why do I hear from you only randomly if you said, “I love you?” Why do you always doubt when I say yes?
Why is your definition of friendship different than mine? I don’t know. I thought we were on the same page.
My definition of friendship is love. We were friends first, then well…not quite enemies but then friends, then love… I love you as a friend, as a lover, as more. You’ve always been here for me. You’ve listened to me. We’ve disagreed. Then we made up and became friends again.
How do I put it without losing my dignity here, but the ball is in your court. I’m waiting for you to decide. But you can bet my answer will definitely be yes.


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Who are you writing this to? Could you write the person’s initials?
It’s for a J….and I doubt he’ll read this….