I hurt. My heart is scared to the point of not being recognizable any more. I just want the pain to go away. Everyone is supposed to have someone right? Then why do I have no one? I had you as a best friend. We were best friends from second grade all the way up
Read more →What’s it like to feel love What’s it like to feel alone To know you once had a chance at happiness to always know you have that one person for you To feel them close to you in the rain, to know that they are safe when you’re not there to know there warmth is
Read more →Recently I’ve been taking out time and thinking about what used to be with me and you. & how I knew I would stop contact with you once you got to college, but I never thought it would actually happen. You were such a big part of my life, the main part, and although its
Read more →it’s strange how I’m in the exact same situation right now that i was in last year, and it’s as if i haven’t learned a damn thing. shouldn’t i know that friendships last longer than relationships, and it hurts when the latter can make the former disappear so suddenly? it still worries me how you’re
Read more →you’re a slut i hope you die you’re just gross no need to cry no one likes you you dirty whore all you are is full of sores so stand alone no one cares walk away as everyone stares you’re just dirty with all your sex you spread your legs with one quick sec no
Read more →To the Man in my Dreams… The other night I had a dream about you. It was strange because this is the 2nd weirdest dream I’ve ever had and it frightens me to think that in 24 years, I’ve only had 2 strange dreams. In my dream, a few of my friends that I haven’t
Read more →Today I feel like a winner. You know those friends you have that make everything feel like a competition? The kind that seem to always win, and even when they don’t would never ever admit it? I have one of my own, and up until today I thought that she had won a rather important
Read more →So, you read that letter…it made you cry. We had one of the best conversations possible and we were completely honest with each other. I’m happy that we can still do that. I kept repeating how happy I was for you…in a way it was to convince myself that I really am. I know I
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