Iain. You are wonderful. So wonderful, I feel like my chest is going to burst when I see you. Every time I think about you, I grin like an idiot. But you’re with my best friend. For the long term- you’re probably getting married soon. I have no desire to see the two of you
Read more →For the past two and a half years, i had you. Before that for a year, i had someone else. Now i have no one and i don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to be by myself, without feeling completely alone and unloved. I don’t know how to stop this nagging voice
Read more →i wish i could remember how to enjoy life. i wish i didn’t know what changed me into this mess, this cynical and sad girl. i wish i could convince myself that i’m not happy, and i won’t ever be if i stay where i am. i wish it wasn’t so hard to say goodbye.
Read more →lately i haven’t been able to even show who i really am because of my depression. i don’t want to admit it to anyone but at least i have finally admitted it to myself. i need to find a way to talk to my mom or someone so i can get some form of help.
Read more →In class when my mind wanders I think back to past times we’ve had together. When i’m running I think about my feelings for you and try and make everything make sense in my head. Hell, now I even dream about you. You encompass so much of my thoughts and i’m really trying my best
Read more →These days, all I can think of is you. What if I never had to move across seas, would we still be in love? Do you think we could’ve made it despite the distance if we had tried a little harder? All these questions with answers we’ll never find. Frankly, I didn’t realize how much
Read more →Why does this feeling have to hurt so badly? The sonnets and the songs just got it all wrong. I’ve never loved anyone more than I love him, and I’ve never felt worse pain than this in my life. It consumes me, tears at me, and it hurts so badly I just want to die.
Read more →I know sometimes we have lots of problems, and when we ask for advice (cause that’s what usually people do) our friends or family tells us: “Hey, don’t worry! Cheer up, everything will be fine”. And you think to yourself like “Dude its not fine! You are telling me this cause it’s not your problem
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