• Archive for January 25th, 2012

    Best Friend’s Boy

    by  • January 25, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Yearning for You • 0 Comments

    Iain. You are wonderful. So wonderful, I feel like my chest is going to burst when I see you. Every time I think about you, I grin like an idiot. But you’re with my best friend. For the long term- you’re probably getting married soon. I have no desire to see the two of you

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    by  • January 25, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Short -n- Sweet, To You • 2 Comments

    For the past two and a half years, i had you. Before that for a year, i had someone else. Now i have no one and i don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to be by myself, without feeling completely alone and unloved. I don’t know how to stop this nagging voice

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    i wish.

    by  • January 25, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Disappointment • 0 Comments

    i wish i could remember how to enjoy life. i wish i didn’t know what changed me into this mess, this cynical and sad girl. i wish i could convince myself that i’m not happy, and i won’t ever be if i stay where i am. i wish it wasn’t so hard to say goodbye.

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    everything i never say

    by  • January 25, 2012 • Confession • 2 Comments

    lately i haven’t been able to even show who i really am because of my depression. i don’t want to admit it to anyone but at least i have finally admitted it to myself. i need to find a way to talk to my mom or someone so i can get some form of help.

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    To Him From Her

    by  • January 25, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 1 Comment

    These days, all I can think of is you. What if I never had to move across seas, would we still be in love? Do you think we could’ve made it despite the distance if we had tried a little harder? All these questions with answers we’ll never find. Frankly, I didn’t realize how much

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